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Friday, March 03, 2006

I'm human

I'm not an angel y'know... I'm human... with all the good and bad in me... I'm human.... I can't take the stress any more... I can't take my mum crying every day for reason or no reason...I can't take feeling helpless and not knowing what to do....I can't take not having time to do things I should and want to do... I can't take having to stay up to get work done that I should've done during the day but couldn't... I can't take having to calm everyone down all the time... I can't take keeping quiet when I'm going to burst.... I can't take smiling when I feel like crying... I just can't take it any more....

El7amdulilah for everything... I am blessed I know... and I count my blessings every day but I had to let this out...

اللهم اغفر لي ذنبي و أذهب غيظ قلبي و أجرني من الشيطان

11 Comments:

At 3/03/2006 08:44:00 PM, Blogger Me ® said...

it's healthy to let it all out.
whatever it is that's causing u stress, may Allah grant u strength and serenity.
take care.

 
At 3/03/2006 10:39:00 PM, Blogger LouLou said...

Meme,

Feeling tired is not min elshaitan. It's not a sin. No need to feel guilty about it. God made us that way. We're not invincible & we should not try to be.

Pray for serenity & take a break. Do something to help you relax & recharge & you will be feeling like yourself again in no time ISA. You deserve it. Ina linafsik 3laika 7aq.

 
At 3/04/2006 01:26:00 PM, Blogger Nesrina said...

I have been there too and I know how it feels, but believe me ...it will pass isA, just like everything else. but for now it's good you let it out, and you need to tell yourself that,,, I can't do it all and it's ok. if you belive it, everyone else will.
Don't take it hard that sometimes the burden is too heavy for us to carry and it's ok to raise a flag or ask for help... Me, if there is anything that I can do to help please let me know ...

 
At 3/04/2006 03:37:00 PM, Blogger Wonderer said...

Take it easy on yourself me. Everybody in this world passes though ups & downs.

Try to remember your own words .

Take care dear,

 
At 3/05/2006 08:23:00 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

At least you got it all out, it is ok to feel tired and suffocated...it is pretty healthy if I may say. HMMM...honestly I thought you are an angel...seriously ya3ni...but a pink one instead :)) take care...hope all goes fine isa.

 
At 3/05/2006 11:59:00 AM, Blogger aroundtheclock24_7 said...

Take it easy, these are becoming normal daily routines for everyone living the current situations around the world it being political, social, or personal. Can say nothing but God be with you at all time ;)

 
At 3/05/2006 05:31:00 PM, Blogger Rain said...

Dear Me,
I was wondering where have u been..u've been hiding for so long.

I hope letting it out made it easier for u ... yes u r human , u have every right to find someone who eases ur pain and gives u a hand when u need help , we're weak creatures..there's no shame in that.

 
At 3/07/2006 11:23:00 AM, Blogger Me said...

Thanks everyone for your support and kind words ...I'm better now el7amdulilah ... almost the same ol' Me again ;-D

Me (R),
Ameen ya Rab... thanks :)
btw how do you do that "registered R" thingy ?

Loul,
I know feeling tired isn't min elshaitan.... but feeling angry and resentful is... and I've been getting those feelings lately :-/ but then again ... I guess it's because I'm extremely tired in a way... thanks for the advice... I'm going to a "Mozart" concert next Friday inshAllah... ALONE ... that should help a little ;-)

Nesreen,
Thanks for the sweet offer :) will let you all know if I need anything !

Wonderer,
Yeah... I know.... that's what keeps me going ... thanks for linking "me" to "me" again ;-)

Nerro,
LOL! pink angel ! hehehehe ... you don't know me yet ;-)

ATC,
Ameen....am trying to take it easy :)

Rain,
Yeah... I've been hiding... no time... and no mood to write :-/ but I'll be back soon inshAllah....

 
At 3/07/2006 03:01:00 PM, Blogger Me ® said...

glad ur better now :)
as for the (r) .. it's a copy paste from a word document into my nickname. 7arakaat :P

 
At 3/07/2006 03:15:00 PM, Blogger Me said...

Oh I see 7arakaaaaaat ... mashe etdallali ya gameela ... that "Commercial PiBT" font? Tried pasting it to put you on my sidebar ... it didn't work... got a box next to "Me" instead :( so for the time being I'm going to have to do with (R)....

 
At 3/28/2006 01:07:00 AM, Blogger James Fletcher Baxter said...

Consider:
The missing element in every human 'solution' is
an accurate definition of the creature.

The way we define 'human' determines our view
of self, others, relationships, institutions, life, and
future. Important? Only the Creator who made us
in His own image is qualified to define us accurately.

Many problems in human experience are the result of
false and inaccurate definitions of humankind premised
in man-made religions and humanistic philosophies.

Each individual human being possesses a unique, highly
developed, and sensitive perception of diversity. Thus
aware, man is endowed with a natural capability for enact-
ing internal mental and external physical selectivity.
Quantitative and qualitative choice-making thus lends
itself as the superior basis of an active intelligence.

Human is earth's Choicemaker. His title describes
his definitive and typifying characteristic. Recall
that his other features are but vehicles of experi-
ence intent on the development of perceptive
awareness and the following acts of decision and
choice. Note that the products of man cannot define
him for they are the fruit of the discerning choice-
making process and include the cognition of self,
the utility of experience, the development of value-
measuring systems and language, and the accultur-
ation of civilization.

The arts and the sciences of man, as with his habits,
customs, and traditions, are the creative harvest of
his perceptive and selective powers. Creativity, the
creative process, is a choice-making process. His
articles, constructs, and commodities, however
marvelous to behold, deserve neither awe nor idol-
atry, for man, not his contrivance, is earth's own
highest expression of the creative process.

Human is earth's Choicemaker. The sublime and
significant act of choosing is, itself, the Archimedean
fulcrum upon which man levers and redirects the
forces of cause and effect to an elected level of qual-
ity and diversity. Further, it orients him toward a
natural environmental opportunity, freedom, and
bestows earth's title, The Choicemaker, on his
singular and plural brow.


Human is earth's Choicemaker. Psalm 25:12 He is by
nature and nature's God a creature of Choice - and of
Criteria. Psalm 119:30,173 His unique and definitive
characteristic is, and of Right ought to be, the natural
foundation of his environments, institutions, and re-
spectful relations to his fellow-man. Thus, he is orien-
ted to a Freedom whose roots are in the Order of the
universe.

Let us proclaim it. Behold!
The Season of Generation-Choicemaker Joel 3:14 KJV

- from The HUMAN PARADIGM

 

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