I'm human
I'm not an angel y'know... I'm human... with all the good and bad in me... I'm human.... I can't take the stress any more... I can't take my mum crying every day for reason or no reason...I can't take feeling helpless and not knowing what to do....I can't take not having time to do things I should and want to do... I can't take having to stay up to get work done that I should've done during the day but couldn't... I can't take having to calm everyone down all the time... I can't take keeping quiet when I'm going to burst.... I can't take smiling when I feel like crying... I just can't take it any more....
El7amdulilah for everything... I am blessed I know... and I count my blessings every day but I had to let this out...
اللهم اغفر لي ذنبي و أذهب غيظ قلبي و أجرني من الشيطان
posted by Me @ 6:21 PM
9 Comments:
it's healthy to let it all out.
whatever it is that's causing u stress, may Allah grant u strength and serenity.
take care.
Meme,
Feeling tired is not min elshaitan. It's not a sin. No need to feel guilty about it. God made us that way. We're not invincible & we should not try to be.
Pray for serenity & take a break. Do something to help you relax & recharge & you will be feeling like yourself again in no time ISA. You deserve it. Ina linafsik 3laika 7aq.
I have been there too and I know how it feels, but believe me ...it will pass isA, just like everything else. but for now it's good you let it out, and you need to tell yourself that,,, I can't do it all and it's ok. if you belive it, everyone else will.
Don't take it hard that sometimes the burden is too heavy for us to carry and it's ok to raise a flag or ask for help... Me, if there is anything that I can do to help please let me know ...
Take it easy on yourself me. Everybody in this world passes though ups & downs.
Try to remember your own words .
Take care dear,
At least you got it all out, it is ok to feel tired and suffocated...it is pretty healthy if I may say. HMMM...honestly I thought you are an angel...seriously ya3ni...but a pink one instead :)) take care...hope all goes fine isa.
Dear Me,
I was wondering where have u been..u've been hiding for so long.
I hope letting it out made it easier for u ... yes u r human , u have every right to find someone who eases ur pain and gives u a hand when u need help , we're weak creatures..there's no shame in that.
Thanks everyone for your support and kind words ...I'm better now el7amdulilah ... almost the same ol' Me again ;-D
Me (R),
Ameen ya Rab... thanks :)
btw how do you do that "registered R" thingy ?
Loul,
I know feeling tired isn't min elshaitan.... but feeling angry and resentful is... and I've been getting those feelings lately :-/ but then again ... I guess it's because I'm extremely tired in a way... thanks for the advice... I'm going to a "Mozart" concert next Friday inshAllah... ALONE ... that should help a little ;-)
Nesreen,
Thanks for the sweet offer :) will let you all know if I need anything !
Wonderer,
Yeah... I know.... that's what keeps me going ... thanks for linking "me" to "me" again ;-)
Nerro,
LOL! pink angel ! hehehehe ... you don't know me yet ;-)
ATC,
Ameen....am trying to take it easy :)
Rain,
Yeah... I've been hiding... no time... and no mood to write :-/ but I'll be back soon inshAllah....
glad ur better now :)
as for the (r) .. it's a copy paste from a word document into my nickname. 7arakaat :P
Oh I see 7arakaaaaaat ... mashe etdallali ya gameela ... that "Commercial PiBT" font? Tried pasting it to put you on my sidebar ... it didn't work... got a box next to "Me" instead :( so for the time being I'm going to have to do with (R)....
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