Ramadan Kareem...

اللهم و نور بيوتنا بالقرآن

اللهم و طهر بيوتنا من الآثام و المنكرات

اللهم و اجعل بيوتنا مسلمة لك و أكثر فيها الذكر و القرآن
اللهم بلغنا رمضان

I need to talk to a close friend... someone who knows me inside out... someone who can tell exactly what I feel by the tone of my voice... someone I can pour my heart out to... someone who will listen... someone who will understand my mixed contradicting emotions... someone who's been with me through good times and bad...someone who knows all about my life... someone I can laugh through my tears with... someone I can sit with, crosslegged on the floor, hugging a cushion and share my dreams with...
I miss you A... badly...

I finally forgave him ...though I thought I'd forgiven him already .... at the mosque today... during Qiyam prayers... I found myself including him in the list of people I did duaa for... found his face among the flashing faces I was praying for Allah to forgive... it was only then that I knew I'd truly forgiven him ...
Al7amdulilah...