Frustrated

No.. I don't care what the grooms mother is wearing... or if the bride looks older than her age.... or if it would have been better to play that song while cutting the cake...
No... I don't want to listen to comments about people I don't know... and I don't want to have a closer look at her henna... and I don't care if the groom looks embarrassed...

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Why are the men downstairs talking about the Western and Eastern civilizations... and the importance of asking God for forgiveness while the women here are watching a tape of I don't know who's engagement party...

Why can't I just sit with the men?!?!

Still my best friend

It's amazing how distances don't make a difference to our friendship... we may not call or write for days or weeks... and we may write up to 10 short emails in one day! We may pour our hearts out and have long, serious conversations... or laugh our heads off with complete, utter nonsense...

In all... it's good to know .. that you're still my best friend ...little bro

Back... or not?

I don't know if I'm going to be back here or not... I have abandoned this space for ages... it's like I moved out or something... though I haven't started another blog or anything... I don't know why I stopped writing... wait ... maybe I do... I didn't feel I had anything to add... I didn't feel I wanted to speak... it was all inside my head... till I could take it no more... and maybe that's why I'm writing again... I have been going through major changes in my life... and quite a lot of emotional issues... I think I may have even had some kind of depression ! I changed... a little... but I am trying to come back and be better... and insha Allah with His help I will... I am still "Me" deep down... though sometimes I feel as though

I am a candle, but I am out...
I am still there... but I have no light

BismIllah....