As I stand praying 3esha listening to your moving voice reciting Allah's glorious words.... I can't stop my tears.... silently I weep.... I weep... for many reasons... in humbleness... in awe... the beauty of it... the words... and your voice... I weep... because I know I am going to miss you... and the state of khesoo3 you help me reach... I weep... because I pray and long deeply ... that one day ...my son ... or daughter will have this effect on somebody... I weep.... because I took this for granted...
Yet... I am glad... yes... I am glad that the change in my life has made me realise all this...